Mid-afternoon movies

Although I hate waking before the sun each day, there are perks to beginning my work day at 7:30. Namely, that on days when I don't have to tutor, head to a meeting, or quick get myself to my other job, I can catch a movie before dinner...before the ticket prices peek...before the crowds compile.

During my first years of teaching, my matinee excursions were almost always accompanied by my best friend, Adam. They were a frequent stress reliever for the two of us. Now, I find myself busier than I once was, and therefore less able to find a free afternoon for a movie. Nonetheless, even when I can't find the time to get to the movies, I am constantly filled with the desire. 

Matinee

for Adam

At 3:03 I get a text from you—

you’re wondering if I can catch a matinee at 3:25.

I smile, as I use my thumb to answer “sure”.

I log off of my computer, grab my coat, my empty lunch bag

and I head for the door.

I call it a day to be with you.

As I pull into the lot,

shimmering black from melting snow,

I do not even know what we will be seeing:

I don’t care.

You stand, just left of the ticket counter,

holding popcorn, tickets, and impatient smile.

I am early, but not early enough for you.

Entering “Theatre 6” I follow you up two rows,

where we sit in our typical spot,

and the seats fit us perfectly—

they should, we are here a few days each week.

“Nicolas Cage” you say aloud,

answering the trivia question that has been flashed on the screen,

“Edward Norton”: I correct.

You exhale slowly, grabbing the soda from me,

ignoring that I am right again.

I pass a Twizzlers—our white flag.

The lights dim, and then turn black,

and I turn to ask you a quick question.

But, over your golden frames you scold me silently—

They remind me how obsessed you are with previews.

So I turn front, pull my short legs under me,

and with buttered popcorn balanced between us

I realize, I still do not know what we are about to see.